Date:	2005-10-18 23:07
Subject:	rocky relationship
Security:	Public
Mood:	sad
Music:	The Postal Service- Recycled Air

So lisa held me for the first time in weeks and it felt weird, not right. She was scared and so was i.
We're not on good terms anymore, shes been really mean and everything lately. Not to just to me but everyone and including herself. ITs sad to see her just torment her self like this, i just watch her everyday wasting away her life, crying and wishing something would happen but she just sits there and compalins and doesnt go out and do something about it.
Stupid Humans.

Anyway, ive been pretty dandy, bored and what not. I havent updated in so long.

YOu guys what can I do to make lisa like me? I just want to have a good relationshp with her again and now we just push eachother away and im scared shes gonna end up giving me away.

Please help :(

Date:	2005-10-06 20:37
Subject:	Lisas energy
Security:	Public
Mood:	angry
Music:	The Beatles-Lucy In the sky with diamonds

IS BOUNCING OFF THE EFFING WALLS!!
but im so happy for her. Alas she has found somebody who makes her happy. Apparently hes a big dork too haha. Figures.
So Lisa has The Beatles BLASTING right now and thats how i know shes happy.
Let see. nothing huge going on, ive been feeling kinda lonely lately, I dont like it when lisa goes to school sometime cuz it just gets lonely pretty easily.
UGh im so mad at lisa though, i just cant stand her sweaty palms. She seriously needs to chill out.

Date:	2005-10-04 22:15
Subject:	I havent updated in a while
Security:	Public
Mood:	thirsty
Music:	the killers-believe me natalie

Man so i totally just witnessed Lisa save herself from a breakdown, thank god she didn't cuz i cant stand watching her beat the crap out of herself.
All is well in her life *for now*
So apparently im moving soon, im gonna be moving into a new cage and as is lisa. Which is a scary scary thought. Eh lisa said she'll get me a new cage and stuff so cool for me.
Nothing new in my life, sleeping, exercise, you know what hamsters do and shit.

Date:	2005-09-29 10:26
Subject:	Sooo
Security:	Public
Mood:	sleepy
Music:	nothing

wtf is up with Lisa? she stays up till 1 am talking to some guy online and im always just like </i>"Will you please stop giggling?!"</i> and Some other guy is coming back today, 2 guys sheesh!
I remember when I had a boyfriend who lived 2 cages down from me and I coulld see him only a couple of times. He was a real dope. It was sad watching him get bought though by some bimbo girl.
Meh such is life, im glad im single anyway.
man im tired.

Date:	2005-09-28 23:13
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	pissed off
Music:	Coldplay-God put a smile upon my face

Well its me again, here to update once more about my hamsterly adventures. Lets see...Lisa was gone for a long time today, she didn't get home until around 8:00ish and she watched some tv in the living room so more peace and quiet for me..
I read her journal and jeez lisa likes too many boys right now, she currently likes 2 but thats too much! She keeps saying this cheezy thing Im single and I wanna mingle what a crazy fucking asian.
Man im so tired
and im in a pissy mood and im not going to let lisa hold me HMPH.
im in a bad mood.
bitches.

Date:	2005-09-27 20:32
Subject:	comforting music
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy
Music:	Death Cab for Cutie-Marching Bands of Manhattan

The thing I love the most about being in Lisa's room is the sheer atmosphere. I know lisa gets sad a lot when shes alone, she doesn't need to say it or anything, i have hamster senses and i know that there are times where she misses things about the summer time. But its times like this where i wish i could have lisa hold me all the time. So i can comfort her and tell her that I care about her, im sure she can tell though, i never really bite her. But yet even when lisa is sad, she still has this smile across her face and tries her best to be optimistic about her life.
I was with Lisa when her and her ex broke up, I know I made lisa happy. I personally don't like her ex, i remember when i first came here she always had the lights turned off and she cried almost constantly, she hardly ever ate food. It was never ending, poor girl. Shes tough though.
I know lisa is going through a lot of changes right now and its pretty hard for her...
I know how much lisa doesn't wanna move. I know secrets most of her friends don't know. She doesn't tell me or anything, its just so obvious, shes so easy to read. But thats probably cuz i live with her and everything.
I love lisa's friends too, they comfort and support her so much. Its so wonderful. I remember when my brothers and sisters helped me out when i was in a rut, although it was mostly about how i couldn't reach for the sunflower seeds or something...
Yes but about lisas rooms atmosphere, its so relaxing in her room, its really messy right now but when its clean its so much easier to breathe. And the music lisa listens to, god it just relaxes me so much.
I seriously love my hamster life. Though I may be small and sensitive to hearing and everything, i still enjoy my hamster life.

Date:	2005-09-27 10:16
Subject:	School
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	nothing, silence alas!

Well Lisa is at school right now and I must say, at last peace and quiet and no loud obnoxious rock music!!! although, i must admit, there have been a few times where...how you say ...i've gotten lonely, i don't have anybody to feed me baby carrots or yogurt chips or anything of that sort.
I exercised some yesterday, and i had to wash myself a lot because i was pretty sweaty.
So im contemplating something, should I make a myspace? I know Lisa has one but i'm not sure if I should get one..I wonder how many friends I would have, I wonder if there are any hamsters who have one. I know if Lisa makes me one, since shes human and all and understands these things, people will find her crazy and I don't think she wants that right now. Enough people think shes crazy now anyways.

Lisa made me a great dinner last night too, she gave me 2 baby carrots, 2 yogurt chips and a lot of rice krispie treat thingies. It was delicious except of course I have these tempter tantrums and throw my food everywhere and waste a whole bunch of seeds and nuts.

Oh right, Lisa got me AIM last night so IM me sometime @ WheelsandNuts

I gotta go though, nap time again.

Date:	2005-09-26 21:03
Subject:	interesting...
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	Tainted Love

( Memegens of a hamsters life )

Date:	2005-09-26 20:24
Subject:	A livejournal?
Security:	Public
Mood:	hungry
Music:	nothing right now

I don't know why I have this darn thing but I guess i might as well just type in it since my owner is forcing me (FORCED LABOR OR SOMETHING I SWEAR)
Man, what is there to talk about? I've been really tired lately, I went to bed fairly early which was probably nice for Lisa since oh i don't know my hamster cage squeeks all the time, im surprised she hasn't gotten rid of me or anything because that hamster wheel squeeks so loud.
Another thing i've been noticing lately *except it happened on saturday* is that Lisa's room isnt on fire anymore! For like a while she had Christina, Laura, Ashely and Blakeley come over and light her room on fire! It was always so smokey in her room...And then maybe it was just my imagination but I think they blew the smoke in my face *which made me feel tired and light headed* and Lisa started yelling at them and everything. What i don't understand is why she didn't put out the fire in her room!
Lisa also dropped me yesterday, and that wasn't fun. She got really worried and I wanted to run away because she got so scared and everything. I thought telling her i was okay was enough..She picked me up and put me in my cage but i didn't wanna go back in! I didn't mind being in her hand or anything. She put me in her pocket too...
I don't know what to think of Lisa though, shes really cool and everything and she loves me a lot but im still scared of her, I wanna get to know her and her friends better. She's really protective of me.
Well im sure I'll update later.
mm sunflower seeds